u know what’s rough? missing things that are bad for you
I would no longer like to live with all these thoughts.
I know I’m being irrational and all I need to do is just ask but I don’t want to remind her of psycho ex who’s needy and always needing reassurance and being insecure when she’s having a breakdown. As for my other gf, she has an interview to worry about tomorrow and I don’t want to burden either of them.
I’m so scared that I am gonna turn out like the exact replicate of that shit of a friend and lover. I feel like I have been tainted with her toxicity that I am started to see myself in her. Fuck.
Please, please, please. I need someone to give me a bit of reassurance that I am doing good. That I am doing okay. I’ve been fighting with my inner demons for most of today and I’m just spiralling and spiralling because of a newly realized childhood trauma. And this is affecting my relationships right now because my mind is filled with toxic and irrational thoughts. I don’t want to talk to them. I don’t want to be a burden. Should I remove myself in the gc? I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
I tried grounding myself but it’s so damn hard. I feel weak and hopeless. Please. I need to know that I deserve the love I am receiving and that I am overthinking every little thing. Please. Please. Please.
truly one of the hardest things about struggling with self destructive behaviour or addiction is how ur brain is sick, and it starts to try and trick you into being sicker. ur brain telling you that its missing pain is not a sign that u should go back into those behaviours. old harmful behaviours won’t bring a brighter future. identify them as disordered thoughts and go against what they are telling you
I can’t believe two people find me worthy of their love
I’m just
so
lucky
I’m an emotional wreck today cause I miss them both and I just wanna shower them both with love through hugs and kisses
Why why why why why why why why why WHYYYYYYYY DID I JUST CONFESS MY FEELINGS TO HER OHGOD OHGOD OHGOD
everyone who reads this post will get some big spicy joy within 24 large minutes (hours)
Ok y'all but like I’m not even kidding about this I read this post yesterday and today I got an email from the peeps at hamilton and I won the lotto gor $10 tickets and I would like to give all my thanks to the internet’s favorite fish, Goldie Gurston, for making this possible because I totally believe they did this with their amazing gay powers
So I know this is likely a coincidence…but I reblogged this and just now discovered I’ve been given a $150 amazon gift card as a bonus at work. So thank you, fish!
If it worked for them I hope it works for everyone else
Some big spicy joy pls
SOME BIG SPICY JOY PLEASE
i request the big spicy joy
I would like some big spicy joy
PLEASE UNIVERSE GIVE ME SOME BIG SPICY JOY😭💛
I’m right and I should say it
Wait. How are peoples with siblings greeting eachother then?
“Hey”
“Hey”
“Hey Dork.”
“I am not a dork.”
“Yes you are. And mom wants to talk to you.”
“Whats up buttholes”
“Shut up Loser”
“Hey maaaan”
“Hey maaaaan”
Or
“Hey stoop-stoops”
“No”
“Who are you?”
“Hey shithead”
“Hey dickface”
“Whaddup slut”
*Hey ‘name of sibling’*
*Get out of my room*
“Hey nerd”
“What do you want”
“Sup bitch”
“Fuck off”
*steps into the room and stares at them until they notice and stare back for a solid 15 seconds, neither of you move a muscle*
“what”
“what do you want for dinner”
That last one!!!
I really really wish I was a cat, I’m not built for this capatalist society but I am built for sleeping 19 hours a day and knocking things over